Don't for a second think I have forgotten.
No, I know what today is...
It's just that I don't need it to be the 12th for me to remember her.
To remember those days in December ten months ago.
Everyday is a struggle whether it's the 12th or not.
You see me smile, laugh and play.
You see me clean, work, and study.
But you don't see me when I pray.
Only God knows the inner cries of my heart.
The struggle of learning to live in a world without her.
Don't for a second think I have forgotten.
No, I know what today is...
It's just that I miss her and it's really hard to explain.
Words can't capture even a centimeter of what it feels like to miss her more and more every day.
But her biggest fear was that she'd eventually be forgotten.
So as long as I can, I'll continue to write.
I'll continue to share.
You see me smile, laugh, and play.
You see me clean, work, and study.
But you don't see, those are things she taught me.
Her memory motivates me every day.
She's gone, but really, she's not.
So don't for a second think I have forgotten.
I never will.
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